it's all done, i'll go.
- Shiken Anzanni
- Oct 24, 2021
- 2 min read
after days by days
without talking to each other
finally you're back
just to remind me about the most important time in your life
just to make sure that i'm gonna be there for u
i always remember that day
always.
even you don't do the same to me
but i think it is enough
it is enough for me to push myself for a selfish person like u
it is enough for me to always be there for u
while u don't even know how to do the same to me
it is enough for me to give u all of my time
waiting for u to always be here for me
while u only come to me when u don't have anyone beside u
i spend years to keep your name inside me
i spend years to make my friends believe you are good enough
i spend years to waste all of my time so that you won't be alone
i spend years to give u my back so that u won't hurt yourself anymore
because i don't wanna see u suffering with the pain alone
but now, it is time for me to pack all of the things and go
all of the promises we've ever said
all of the jokes we've ever told
all of the laugh we've ever did
and all of the serious vibes we've ever experienced
just leave them behind
dear my old home
i am grateful to spend all of my time with u back then
but this exhausting thing should be done
i can't wait for u and ask the stars to make u realize about what i feel forever
this will be the last thing i write for u
all five writings here are the witnesses
about how much i loved a guy back then
who didn't even know how to treat me well
it's all done
the feeling will stop here
hope she holds u
like i did back then
she is lucky to get all of your attention
the attention that i was looking for in that time
bye home, i leave.






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