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it's all done, i'll go.

  • Writer: Shiken Anzanni
    Shiken Anzanni
  • Oct 24, 2021
  • 2 min read

after days by days

without talking to each other

finally you're back

just to remind me about the most important time in your life

just to make sure that i'm gonna be there for u


i always remember that day

always.

even you don't do the same to me

but i think it is enough


it is enough for me to push myself for a selfish person like u

it is enough for me to always be there for u

while u don't even know how to do the same to me


it is enough for me to give u all of my time

waiting for u to always be here for me

while u only come to me when u don't have anyone beside u


i spend years to keep your name inside me

i spend years to make my friends believe you are good enough

i spend years to waste all of my time so that you won't be alone

i spend years to give u my back so that u won't hurt yourself anymore

because i don't wanna see u suffering with the pain alone

but now, it is time for me to pack all of the things and go


all of the promises we've ever said

all of the jokes we've ever told

all of the laugh we've ever did

and all of the serious vibes we've ever experienced

just leave them behind


dear my old home

i am grateful to spend all of my time with u back then

but this exhausting thing should be done

i can't wait for u and ask the stars to make u realize about what i feel forever


this will be the last thing i write for u

all five writings here are the witnesses

about how much i loved a guy back then

who didn't even know how to treat me well


it's all done

the feeling will stop here

hope she holds u

like i did back then

she is lucky to get all of your attention

the attention that i was looking for in that time


bye home, i leave.










 
 
 

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