"can we talk?"

you came again

in my dreams

i bet God really loves u

so He chose u over and over as the main character.

no, u didn't look happy there

u were mad at me

and i couldn't do anything about it

like i do in reality.

i have been looking for someone else

to replace the feelings that i have for you

to forget the moment that we had

to leave anything that i still keep for you.

for months

i make myself wait for u

hoping that maybe i can get the second chance for the mistake i did

but it is all useless

cause i know the day after that moment happened

u never looked me the same anymore.

even until this time,

i can't deny that i miss u

i miss seeing that blue painting pop out on my phone

i miss hearing all of the bad words u said

i miss hearing u tease me cause i play it cool when u know i wait for your calls

i am sorry but i miss u

so bad that i don't know what to do instead of writing this over and over again.

i wish we could still have time for each other

i wish when it happened, we could listen to each other patiently

i wish there was no disappointment

i wish i didn't make promises that make u think i leave

i wish u didn't meet me when i was at my lowest point

so many wishes that i want u to know, but it's all too late.

day by day

we're getting drier and drier

i wish u knew when u called me accidentally

i was so happy.

i wish u knew after all this time,

i am still waiting for that can we talk from you.